Day one

Well here is my first post ...... Life is hard for a mom, wife, bread winner.  Some days I am running in every direction.  Some days it's hard for me to just get out of bed.  What woman has these issues I would hope that all of us do.  But, most days I think I am the only one. My mind is filled with negative thoughts.  I am not a good mother, A good wife, a good employee, a good human being the list could go on and on.  Being positive is so hard with a lot of negative individuals bringing me down.  How am I going to get out if this black hole??  When did these thoughts of me not being good enough start?  I know I have major daddy issues. Did they start back then?  Well, I will be exploring this with my internal self .  Life is hard and I am trying desperately to end this cycle of doubt with me.  I am going to come out stronger and more self confident than I ever have.  Walk with me in my journey of hope.  Because I can only live one life and I want to make my life count not just for me but for every future generation of myself.